I'm so much happier...and content with who I am...when I'm not here. That should not be dependent on my location. I should be able to be who God wants me to be and who I want to be wherever I am. I feel like I have this deficiency that makes me shut down when I'm within the realm of Gustav and his Adolph. I wish this wasn't the only thing I had to talk about.

I enjoyed yesterday muchly. I have good friends. And I have good times. And I am me.