blitch please

Today. Don't get me started on today. I will never have an anniversary service...for anything. Hold me to that. Anyway. I was late for everything today. It took me forever to get to St. Peter and I was probably about a half a block away from running out of gas so I was freaking out....and the first gas station I tried was out of service...seriously? And then chapel went almost an hour and a half (granted the music was great, gotta love college) so I knew I wouldn't make it home to change and eat before going to Cindy's thing...so I grabbed food from the caf and a dress from my room..

Which set me back even further on time so I knew I was going to be very late. So I tried to tell someone but apparently that message didn't get through so I was waited on and that's just lame...but anyway I got gas and then there was a detour on 169 because of the stupid flooding so that's even more time. And then dad called and yelled at me over the phone for awhile. All this time I am driving 85 miles an hour, so so very illegal and he's telling me to get there faster? Pissed out of his mind so we're literally yelling at each other over the phone being not rational at all...

Then I finally get to living hope....oh hey it's not at living hope. Call dad, he tweaks. I speed more. Hit every dang red light possible. And I'm just about to say screw this day and this terrible weekend and everything about life right now........

and then I asked God for grace. and patience. and the ability to swallow my terrible attitude and not love to hate today. and within 3 minutes i had reasons why today wasn't so bad.

Today, I climbed a tree because I felt like it. And that is a wonderful thing.

Also, I am going to travel. And climb things. All over the world.

If you don't have dreams, what is there.