Hello. I've been kind of a downer lately. I've been confused and generally sad. Which is unfortunate. There is so much good in my life. Literally everything is good. I can't actually think of a bad thing. Yet I'm dreary. It's so silly. See, every time I get bummed, something new and awesome springs up. I feel like God's saying, "Hey Kels, look. Remember how much I've given you? Get excited!" I do remember. I am very blessed. I need only to be happy. And I am. I really and truly am. I'm excited and I have joy. Yet that's not all I have. I wish I weren't so conflicted about this. It's like I like to be sad or something. Why else would I be anything but glad? Life is wonderful. God is so good.

This really was a coherent thought in my head. In fact, I saved it for last because I thought I could make something out of it. Ha, unfortunately not. Sorry.