unfreaked for now.

tomorrow i go to school. and i am very, very excited. this is newness. and nervousness. and freshness. and happiness.. hopefully. at this point, i'm reminding myself why i'm here. and how i know god's going to bless all of this. and while i may be socially awkward and unable to draw immediate connections and i may not have a best friend on day one or two or eight, i am loved. he loves me. and it is going to be good. so now i sleep. wrapped up tight in all his love. and so engulfed in all his blessings.