I'm having a problem with a bitter heart. When I am kind, I expect kindness in return, and when it isn't returned, I resent being kind to begin with. When I pay attention, I want attention paid. I become so frustrated when I sit at listen, when I know so much and have no outlet myself. And really this just isn't right at all. When I ask questions, it needs to be because I genuinely care to know the answer. When I care, it needs to be without conditions. When I am kind it needs to be without expectations. And when I love it needs to be because Jesus loved me first.

...because otherwise this is going to be a very long semester.