I made this list...

when I got home from vacation. I haven't decided anything yet.

What in the World Am I Going to do with My Life?

Teach - what?

-high school - math? english?

-middle school

-special ed -age?

Live at Camp Forever - how? where?

-outdoor ed?

-theology?

Write -about?

Go Abroad- when?

-mission work?

Adventure! -With? Yahweh! Uh huh uh huh

Love!

Run!

Laugh!

I feel a real need for guidance. I don't really feel strongly pulled in any directeion...well depending on the day I guess I do..and the decisions I amke are going to be affecting pretty much everything from now on. God says not to worry about tomorrow, but that can be hard. How do I know when my plans and my goals match God's? How long do I flounder?

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At least I'm sure on the last ones. Mom says that God puts things on our hearts and gives us talents and desires and it's okay to follow them. Because He's given them in the first place. My issue is that I have so many desires. I tend to love where I am at the moment, and I can see myself doing so many things, and really I might just end up getting antsy with whatever I do. I want to help people. I want to listen to people's stories. I want adventure. And I want to see Him in the work that I do. And as selfish as it sounds, I want to know it's right...soon. My heart is so consumed and so confused. I don't even know how to start thinking anymore.